The real reason…
the real reason i never really give anyone direct eye contact if they will see everything. They will see the pain im in everyday. How im scared and screaming as loud as possible for help. Most of all im afraid if they see into my eyes they’ll know everything about me and all the hurt i feel and i will just break down and cry until there is nothing left. Sad thing is not all the tears will come out, im to strong to let them out and its not like anyone would stay for all of them anyway.
Im on top of the world
You know what? After feeling as if everything is crap im no top of the world. Everything is finally getting better my worst fear is falling down again but you know what? being happy is worth the risk. Im happy im gonna stay happy not for any reason at all the one reason is Im gonna be happy for myself. Im sick of being sad im the only one who can change me from being sad so i have no care in the world im on top of the world im happy and im gonna shine so stand back society and everyone who tries to hold me back Im a new person XD :D
sometimes i just wanna break down and cry,
i knew it was to good to be true to be happy for a while when all of a sudden something happens and you just end up sad
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